Making your own goals.

Sometimes I read other "fitness" blogs and they drive me crazy. I'm not sure why I continue to read them, but can't seem to stop, even though I've grown to really dislike that person and her whole "all about me" attitude. I just want to scream, "GET OVER YOURSELF!"

But I don't comment on her posts, or her facebook or her instagram, because she just deletes everyone's comments. And I do believe in keeping your mouth shut if you don't have anything nice to say. BUT, since this is MY blog, I sure as heck can complain about it here! Ha, the irony.

So she is complaining about her "thigh gap" and how she just naturally has one (wha wha), but how you really shouldn't have that as your goal, blah blah blah. If you want to read it, go here. If not, spare yourself.
Anyway, what infuriates me the most is the pictures she posts of her feet like 6 inches apart all the time and saying she has this so called "thigh gap". Sorry sugar, but your feet are not together, thus your picture is not really valid. And even though she probably does have this stupid thigh gap. Who the eff cares.

Mmmmk, I'm about done. Another pet peeve of all these weight loss or fitness blogs, is the common goal of getting into a bikini. And all I can think to myself is, again...who cares? Why does a bikini validate your sense of self? I could care less if I ever wore a bikini again. Firstly, because people wearing bikini's make me feel uncomfortable, and secondly, you don't show up at someone's house in your bra and underwear, so why would you strip down anywhere else? It's just weird, in my opinion. Sure, if you're 16, go for that bikini while you got it girl! And I know many people that are way older than 16 and absolutely "still got it." Again, just my opinions. I did look through a Victoria's Secret swim suit catalog a few days ago and saw a really cute one. I had a moment of aww, I wish I could wear that....and look like that. But even if I did, who would really care? My husband would want me to cover up, my kids would probably be like, "Mom?" And all the other people at the lake would be all, "Whore! Cover yourself up!" (kidding. kind of). Basically, all I'm saying is, it's not my goal. Great, if it's yours. I just want to look good fully clothed and feel good, full clothed.

My weekly weight update is a little all over the place right now. Monday, I was exactly the same at seven pounds lost. Tuesday I was up 3 three pounds, today, down 1 from that 3. So I'm just letting this week even out and on track with my eating, so hopefully by next Monday I can see some results.